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Screaming inside.. upset.. why weekends are alway blue..

facing so much in everyday life.. feel like i am dying.. everyday all i hear is bad news…
with so much things in life, plus sch work, i can’t really breathe well… feel very caught up.. ahh.. i dun like the feeling at all.. ahhhhhhh… realise becoz of everything my life is in a mess… my schedule is so mess up… from sleeping to sch work to even eating.. realise i am missing quite a bit of class.. but i can’t help it.. once a while, running away from class won’t kill.. ahhh.

I have seriously forgot how to relax.. even when glen make us do a relaxation exercise for 15 min, i jus can’t concentrate.. tension and perhap self defenses are high,  no matter wat he say, didn’t get in to my mind.. plus all the laughing during the whole relaxation exercise, i gave up trying to visualise after 3 min.. things jus dun go in…

But i am proud of myself. finish b and b although not a good piece..but good enough for me..haha.. ok..

must used to weekend to study for WorkIC.. yeah.. i can do it..

For all my readers, pls tell me u all love me, will u all.. pls.. cause i am feeling lack of love nowadays..sigh

Begin the day, by oversleeping.. sleep till 1 pm.. gosh.. lazy me.
rush to wake up, shower, and do essay.. crazy.. thought to today was 30th..ah.. so i rush all the way, finish apa, itc by 4.. then shower, then rush to sch.. to attend Marcus’s graduation ceremony..

Congrats Marcus upon ur graduation.. then fly to lib, get mine and teck assignment printed, still thinking today is 30th, saw ms fong at lib, she was buying bubble tea,.haha, chit chat awhile.. gosh… then fly to HMS office to submit and enquire on APA-ing photos, and submit assignment.. saw mr glen, after chatting for 15min, then he reminded me that today 29th not 30..shit, after hurrying like shit then i realise.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh… ok.. mean more time to read and re vet my apa..haha.. yeah.. but got one thing of my mind, that is to help tecky submit assignment.. then after that chit chat with glen from hms to atrium, talk about further study in australia.. guess i am destinated to go aus to do degree, “interesting offer by la trobe uni of australia”..but still considering perhaps one of the group of 8 uni may offer me a better degree..haha.. but la trobe uni offer is seriously tempting.. maybe considering to take it up.. yups.. will discuss with mum and dad tmr..haha.. then at atrium stood and chit chat with glen over cca..haha..  interesting to hear his opinion sometime..haha.. again forgot about time… by the time we finish talking is 6.50.. seriously running late.. flew down to rotary FSC.. to collect some things from jasmine.. then  went for a movie sponsor by rotary…

Many thanks to jasmine for the free ticket to the show..

Many thanks to Rotary of pandan valley, for paying for the ticket

Many thanks to RFSC, for getting hold of the ticket..

went with jasmine and kirsten to watch Chronicles of Narnia at Lido.. on the bus ride, was reading Work IC text and i found out who was the culprit that cause our misery in studying for WIC.. a ex co  worker woth glen at the fsc, introduce him to this stupid text..grr.. (sigh..) then reach Lido to find show time postphone by 1/2 hr.. but the place is flooded with ppl le…ahh…as usual rotary book the whole threate in support of National foundation for digestive diease..haha.. guess how much is the tic..?? $150 for a ticket.. dunno if it is worth.. but rotary is rich so dun matter..haha..the show is good, want to watch it again..ahahah..

then by the time show finish 12.. home in a cab, the cab uncle was nice..haha

Anyway.. enough..got to go to bed…

hihi all sotongs who refer to this assignment checklist,

below is a checklist for all assignment due now or later

Brain and Behaviour
Essay (1500 words)
Due:30th may 2008 (20%)

etests for B&B unclear

Examinable module

Personality and Individual
Blog due for e learning week
pls refer to link under blog on mel

Concept presentation (2nd term)
(June 24 to July 22) (20%)

Great minds group presentation is first week right after 2 week break

Project report (survey)
Due: August 5 (30%)

Examinable module

Group Dynamic

Presentation on Journal Articles
Due: week 7 (5%) (may 25-31)
All sotong pls take note, post up the article name u will be doing presentation on mel in APA form, the link is under learning material our discussion
Grading rubrics is avaliable

Group paper
Due: Written Component, week 8 (jun1-7)
Due : Grp presentation Week 15 (july 20-26) (25%)

Individual reflection paper
Due: Week 11(jun 22-28) (30%)

Test
Due: week 16 (jul 27- Aug 2)

Working with individual and community

Assignment 2 Group project
Due: 4 July (wwek 12)
Due: Presentation (21to 25 July)

Assignment 3 Individual Practice application
Due: 7 August 2008 (week18)

Quiz
Due: 20th May 2008 (8 to 6)

Common Test
Due: 3 jun (8 to 10) lecture

Blogs
30 June 9 am to 6 July 11 pm

Speech Comm

Wiki
Due: end of week 6

Tutorial 5 Presentaion
Week 7 

** sotong pls note change of IS after term break ah..

gosh, spend 15 min of precious time blog hopping..ok.. realise couple of things… hmm still pondering over it.. hmm..

Realise something, unless we constantly have a common goal if not we will never be the same anymore, ppl tend to drop out of the team..

hmm, let say i got a group of friends named them happy…

Ever since i know happy from sometime ago, my life revolves arnd a collectivistic culture, individuals are seldom observe… however conforming to the pressure of a collectivist culture i took on a role to be a member of the group.. lately when we all move forward, i realise i no longer want to be living with that collectivistic culture anymore.. i realise doing things together with them are no longer feel comfortable, and i wonder why.. have my education mould me to be a different person?? wish to be unique individual?? i dunno.. i realise that our ground of a lot of things in life no longer pitch at the same level.. hmm.. while with my current friends the things we discuss are issues and concerns be it of politics, economy, schwork or anything random, but somehow i realise i got problem communicating to “happy” again.. with happy we will be discussing about random things and love..etc.. i realise that even random things brought up, we are pitch at a different ground… and i find it so hard nowadays to pick and kick start a conversation with happy.. iszit a normal circumstance that some will face when we aged.. i dunno.. or is my hunger for knowledge is too huge.. i realise when discussing things with happy over lunch or dinner, things are kept at a superficial level.. ok perhaps superficial level is too strong of a word, perhaps simple will sound nicer… and the funny thing is, the things that i will used to enjoy doing with them changes so much.. in the past i will think, it is  great plan of activity, but now i realise is a waste of time to do such things.. perhaps i have come to see how time flies that why i want to make used of the time that i have..

and one more thing.. i wonder why.. most of us recieve similar education, wonder has it got to do with our individual exposure to people and experience that cause to be damn different. no matter how different we are with my current close friends,we are still individualistic by nature.. the hack care attitude of wat the grp think no longer matter..

hmm perhaps like behaviourist, watson’s idea of personality could be shape, perhaps my personality had been shape again hence finding it hard to communicate with happy..  hmm, been reflecting, jus like me happy is protective of their culture of collectivistic.. and i realise this is probably why i kanna hell from one friend from happy bout why i dun join them for their activity..

but i wish to let all know that, i am in a transition period of trying to spend time for family, school work, cca , religious class,and volunteering.. so if i actually miss out any meeting of any groups of people in my life, i really feel terribly apologetic.. cause i am trying my best to put things together.. haha..

lastly to happy group… i really appreciate all of u, being friends or close friends with many of u, i must say i am fortunate.. i am trying my best to fit back into ur culture but if i have trouble adjusting, perhaps jus forgive me.. trying my veri best to pitch at your ground of ideas and belief…  

Suddenly, got the urge to tell my elder sis that i miss her..

Cause when she call back tis few days i really busy no time to talk to her, so feel a bit bad..so jus wanna apologise, when u come back i buy u ice cream ok?? and that i really miss u..

take care in canberra, guess the winter is freaky cold, wonder does it snow there??haha… drink more water, and remember to on heater.. will help u book tic tmr..

Love u.. meimei