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When a new sem begin,groupie conflict occur..
Thinking that drawing lots was the most democratic way, but still even then, we have  a comment to make with regards to drawing lots..i do not understand why..
Although on the surface it is so calm, but yet deep down problems are still brewing and stirring..
By not letting it all out iszit then the best way to resolve it..

The idea of working in a comfort zone seem too strong.. although we say that our class embraces everyone but haven’t we still are human.. a little selfish.. to balance it out, we had grp by self, will and grps by draws lots.. dun need to say self will grps are usually the IP or the so call comfort grp.. however the draw lots grp was suppose to be veri democratic ended in a very wrong tone.. ppl after the democratic lots still want to change.. sigh.. is dere something wrong from the perfect democratic way..

The onli problem to this conflict is root cause… I mean as a class, sem after sem it rolls up..in this sem we kept our “so called COOL” but still everyone still feel a bit bu shuang here and dere.. where is the love and openess we say we have went to, when grp sortie occur..??

Avoidance, seem to be what we prefer, sem after sem.. be it as a class or jus the person.. even i must admit, i am selfish in a way or another and that i am also avoiding.. having being hit and bruised, time and time, over and over again by the same person, makes me fear/tired to face it le.. have something went wrong with us.. I REALLY DUNNO.. WHAT IS WRONG NOW.. Have we even set the correct foot and pace since yr 1.. i really dislike the idea of not addressing it..

Last sem, probably due to circumstances, i was forced to come to term with it and accepted Yvonne.. I try working with her, befriend with her, and even take a switch in approach to fend for her.. Although still it didn’t work out in the end, but i really try to come to term with it that since we are destinated to meet, then we got no choice but to jus work together and make do with it.. BUT HOW MANY OF U FROM PCS 2A01 2008 come to term with the reality.. sometimes it can be hard, and hurtful but haven’t we all will step out in a yr time to a place where cruelity is the reality.. if we can’t accept her and work with it.. it really jus show how the PCS education have failed..

well the more i see, the more i realise how we have change.. Nothing have we learnt, but instead we have further lost ourselves in this colourful world. the self-love is too overpowering that it shadow selfless.. 

May this sem still keep the peacefulness