As usual sch have started.. i have sucessfully clear 3/6 sem In my NP life.. hurray..haha..

4th sem, 2.2yr set off with a rather interesting visual and sound experience..

Visual: the lecturers had style a newest fashion in the town of PCS yr 2, and the style was to be punctual, and if late for first 15 min, will be mark late, after 15 min grace is absent..2 lates makes an absent, and less than 80% attendance is debarment..NICE trend on the runaway

Shuxian’s comment: If lecturers newest fashion is punctuality, it will be a fashion disaster for us students.. i mean not imposing this rule since yr 1 and now trying to force fit this new trend, isn’t it rather IMPOSING..damm..eww

Visual: Had a view of the newest PCS 2.2 Handbook… wonder is my specs blurred or misted.. we have a crazy sems to begin with.. endless blogs, e learning, test, quizzes, presentation, practical, research, essays, exams.. if u think the list end here, NO.. We still have the long forgotten LECTURETTE ( dun quite get it if we onli manage to educate our class, or onli educate ourselves.).. AND the MODIFIED version of IP, Research Symposium.. (dun see the point of presentation to Junior though..
Ops i have left out white space( which mean blank space for us to breathe) but found out it is a lie, a cheat and scam.. white space will actually mean more work and crazy catching up..damn

Shuxian’s comment: It is either we underperformed or overperformed, tat we deserved such a “prestige treatment”

Visual and Sound experience: Dr Red i must say is “interesting”.. set a wrong foot to the first lecture with a rather religious persay to the background of his desktop screen, and not forgetting probably stepping over many hearts of the Catholics.. (HALLO: HE NEEDS TO LEARN TO BE MORE CULTURALLY SENSITIVE) so much so of teaching us health psych, telling us to have a more holistic approach, not onli the bio, must include the heart and psychic, but making such comment, have he forgetten what he preach.. ( N.A.T.O.)[ no action talk only]..haha..

Shuxian: I jus dun like Dr Red, at least the way he kick start  the lecture.. Erm hav we forgetten the Ms Joyce, *cough,cough*  to whom he.. incident..haha.. well and Red’s humor is so so sacrastic.. (prick prick)… Ouch..haha.. Well and subject he teach is draining.. if yew kong’s seminar on CNS and PNS is not enough, we have now 7 other system.. ( endocrine, respiratory, reproductive, urinary, circulatory, digestive, and skeleto) damn jus CNS i am already half dead, plus 7 more..die.. eww..

As usual this semester, also stirred a storm into the grouping.. hmm,,
2 modules, will be the Almost IP grp, me, surf, tecky, BK and Bryan.. i mean with the kinda of things we done for IP well guess, things will be ok..i hope..
2 modules, we try to used the democratic solution to it.. but not working well.. we draw lots to select grp.. ended up Shan shan and Yv together in one grp, which they dun want as shanshan feedback saying she wanna change…then tat idiot advisor come into the picture by telling us we shld change or seperate them as it is unfair for them to work together as they have done so past 3 sems.. but wasn’t it the best and most democratic way to dividing..i mean everyone have give up the comfort zone and move towards being more accommodative… then why can’t they jus accept it.. i mean blame it on luck tat they are stick together..rites.. Ops..am i offending anyone ( ar.. who cares rite..haha.. it is my blog, dun like jus leave ok..)lalala…yup but due the intervention of the idiot advisor.. well.. i ended up with Yv.. Well.. i will promise to “try” Love her a bit more.. even though i tot i did last sem le. ops. but in the same grp i have jess, vanny which i am so so glad to have them as we created excellent sparks from the previous B and B attempt.. and i have Yi jie as well..so so happy..haha.. but well.. ( lets hope for the best, i do have tough cookies in my grp, and putting 3 tough cookies together, u will have a cookie fight.. and well guess 2 others have to be regulator or cookie monster..haha..)
As for the last module, yew kong’s stats.. interesting.. i am working with elix, shan shan, grace, and boonkeng,, never work elix and grace be4.. but i noe will be interesting.. and as for Bk and Shan Shan, last sem, sparks of great job were produce for grp dynamics and social work module..HAPPI..haha.. looking forward to the fun collaboration..haha\

Ahh think i need to go sleep le.. or else i may have a L tmr..haha.. cheers..

Well, probably weeks ago,  i came across a papers article tat describe local teens * girl* arms and wrist were like barcodes..and the headlines were catchy but i was rushing to catch a bus, so didn’t stop to look, but the headlines jus kept lingering on.. yea. so here is something i found.. something tat i tot well describe things i see..

 Well thanks to author..and penny for a tot??

from the camp i realise something..

ppl tend to onli like things or adore things tat is similar to themselves or rather ppl tat perform btw their expected code.. anything, even a little bit out is A NO NO.. hmm i saw how ppl can be unfair to __  and i really feel for the person.. i dun get it.. really tat hard meh.. how come u ppl got to do this to __ i mean __ is a human made up of flesh,  have a heart an feeling, like myself and yourself.. how come u all got to do tis?? but __ jus dun seem to get the situation.. poor thing… watching from far.. feel a little emo for __.. dun get it at all.. see le heart pain..

a little mistake does not mean always mistake.. damm.. this ppl make me feel like they are so so fake almost plastic.. why can’t we jus take a step back.. although not exactly perfect __ is, but he is another unique individual.. and for tat idiot ppl that they can accept ppl for who they are, jus make me detest further.. eww.. plastic.. probably.. this is a wake up call for me.. to rethink, if i have hold prejudice/ discrimination against ppl, probably i need an attitude adjustment for myself to the person…

i really miss you a lot.. how??

ANYWAY..  got to go

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

Been listening to this song for the past few weeks.. really like tis song.. cannot find the slower version to it, so jus got to make do with tis..( i do have the slower version, those who want can ask from me.. )

Breakaway..

Jus came back from hms leadership training camp..
Tired, although didn’t do much as SIMI(super incredible mega intelligent) which mean *station master*
went to the camp on sun, at the loft, really nice place..haha..had a nice room shared btw me and van.. chat with her till like wee hours..(hmm)..

 then mon’s highlight for us*simi was team building game.. me, fas and jean in charge of twister.. really make the camper’s twist like yoga master..haha.. will upload pic soon.. (pic paint better than words) and the nite game was fun.. fas left arnd 9 pm for doc, she came down with chicken pox.. poor thing.. let hope *nobody* will contact chickenpox if not will mean extra 2 week hols..haha.. well..haha..   night game was confidence walk with jean, stationed at 50 lv 3 walkway.. met up with some “blur” campers.. came the wrong way ..  haha..

tues was food trail, me and jean went geylang lor 3 for frog porridge station.. onli one grp came.. make us waited for 1 hour odd.outside the store as it is not open..damm.. then after tat we stone till 4 plus 5, *All by myself* hoping some grp will come, but none did.. at nite was campfire.. good job SIMI’s for the performance.. guess we enjoyeed so muchie..haha

and today tis morning was mass game, campers using fire to burn raffia string, while exco and SIMI extinguish by blowin or water bomb.. so fun..half drench though.. after which was photos, debrief..home by 3 plus, with 2 bowls of tang yuan from Bukit timah food centre. been craving for very long le..haha..well in general camp was still rather slack for us..not much of grp activity..

BUT I REALLY ENJOY MYSELF.. THANKS TO ALL TO MAKE MY 4 DAYS 3 NITES SO ENJOYABLE!!!!!!!!!!

feeling a little emo though.. hmm.. how to put it..probably the company ba.. really so weird… like ppl arnd me, but yet i dun feel for their presence.. feel like a third person.. watching a movie.. well i dunno.. ahh.. will write in the next post.. cheers